Sorayya,
A friend or association could help you sort out your recent confusion. You really need to decide what to do next, and you have been waffling and weaving all over the place in a misguided attempt to hang onto the status quo. Someone will kick you in the bum and say, "Get moving!"
Teman2ku, kalau kalian tidak percaya Tuhan, at least kalian bisa percaya horoscope hihihi..